I thought I knew you well
But all this time I could never tell
I let you get away
Haunts me every night and every day

You were the only one
The only friend that I counted on
How could I watch you walk away
I’d give anything to have you here today

But now I stand alone with my pride
And dream that you’re still by my side

But that was yesterday
I had the world in my hands
But it’s not the end of my world
Just a slight change of plans

That was yesterday
But today life goes on
No more hiding in yesterday
‘Cause yesterday’s gone

Love, my love I gave it all
Thought I saw the light
When I heard you call
Life that we both could share
Has deserted me
Left me in despair

But now I stand alone with my pride
Fighting back the tears I never let myself cry

But that was yesterday
Love was torn from my hands
But it’s not the end of my world
Just a little hard to understand

That was yesterday
But today life goes on
You won’t find me in yesterday’s world
Now yesterday’s gone

Goodbye yesterday
Now it’s over and done
Still I hope somewhere deep in your heart
Yesterday will live on

You’re not shy, you get around
You wanna fly, don’t want your feet on the ground
You stay up, you won’t come down
You wanna live, you wanna move to the sound
Got fire, in your veins, burnin’ hot, but you don’t feel the pain
Your desire, is insane, you can’t stop, until you do it again
But sometimes I wonder as I look in your eyes
That maybe you’re thinking of some other guy
But I know, yes I know, how to treat you right
That’s why you call me in the middle of the night

You say it’s urgent, so urgent, so-oh-oh urgent…
Just you wait and see, how urgent, my love can be, it’s urgent…

You play tricks, on my mind, you’re everywhere
But you’re so hard to find, you’re not warm, or sentimental
You’re so extreme, you can be so temperamental
But I’m not looking for a love that will last
I know what I need and I need it fast
Yeah, there’s one thing in common that we both share
That’s a need for each other anytime, anywhere

It gets so urgent, so urgent, you know it’s, urgent
I wanna tell you it’s the same for me, ooh-oooh, so-oh-oh urgent…
Just you wait and see, how urgent, our love can be, it’s urgent…

You say it’s urgent, make it fast, make it urgent
Do it quick, do it urgent, gotta rush, make it urgent…Want it quick
Urgent, urgent, emergency…Urgent, urgent, emergency…
Urgent, urgent, urgent, urgent, emergency
Urgent, urgent, urgent, urgent, emergency, so urgent, emergency
Emer-(ooh-oooh) emer-(ooh-oooh) emer-(ooh-oooh) It’s urgent
So urgent…

So long, I’ve been looking too hard, I’ve been waiting too long
Sometimes I don’t know what I will find, I only know it’s a matter of time
When you love someone, when you love someone
It feels so right, so warm and true, I need to know if you feel it too

Maybe I’m wrong, won’t you tell me if I’m coming on too strong
This heart of mine has been hurt before, this time I wanna be sure

I’ve been waiting for a girl like you to come into my life
I’ve been waiting for a girl like you, your loving will survive
I’ve been waiting for someone new to make me feel alive
Yeah, waiting for a girl like you to come into my life

You’re so good, when we make love it’s understood
It’s more than a touch or a word can say
Only in dreams could it be this way
When you love someone, yeah, really love someone

Now I know it’s right, from the moment I wake up till deep in the night
There’s nowhere on earth that I’d rather be than holding you tenderly

I’ve been waiting for a girl like you to come into my life
I’ve been waiting for a girl like you, your loving will survive
I’ve been waiting for someone new to make me feel alive
Yeah, waiting for a girl like you to come into my life

I’ve been waiting, waiting for you, ooh, I’ve been waiting
I’ve been waiting
(I’ve been waiting for a girl like you, I’ve been waiting)
Won’t you come into my life?

It’s night, again
Time for my mind to go wandering
Off on a journey, through space and time
In search of a face I can never find
So I close my eyes and look inside

I can’t forget
The night that I saw her we never met
She felt so close to me as I reached for her hand
She drifted away like the desert sand
It was her and she was gone

I wish she’d come back tonight
Like a star shining bright
I don’t know where she’s from

She’s like a girl on the moon
A girl on the moon
She’s like a girl on the moon
A girl on the moon

Yeah it’s night, once again
And that same old feeling is setting in
It all seems so familiar but I hope this time
That the girl on the moon will soon be mine
All mine, tonight

Am I asking too much
Should I leave my dream untouched
Should I even know where she’s from

My, girl on the moon
She’s my girl on the moon
Girl on the moon
My girl on the moon
Girl on the moon
My girl on the moon
Girl on the moon
Girl on the moon
Girl on the moon
Fille sur la lune
Girl on the moon
Fille sur la lune

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I’m older
Aaaah woah-ah-aah

Now this mountain I must climb
Feels like a world upon my shoulders
And through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder

In my life there’s been heartache and pain
I don’t know if I can face it again
Can’t stop now, I’ve traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me
Aaaah woah-oh-ooh

I’m gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me, oooh ooh-ooh ooh-ooh oooh
I’ve got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me

In my life there’s been heartache and pain
I don’t know if I can face it again
I can’t stop now, I’ve traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me
I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
And I wanna feel, I want to feel what love is
And I know, I know you can show me

Let’s talk about love
(I wanna know what love is) the love that you feel inside
(I want you to show me) I’m feeling so much love
(I wanna feel what love is) no, you just cannot hide
(I know you can show me) yeah, woah-oh-ooh
I wanna know what love is, let’s talk about love
(I want you to show me) I wanna feel it too
(I wanna feel what love is) I wanna feel it too
And I know, and I know, I know you can show me
Show me what is real, woah (woah), yeah I know
(I wanna know what love is) hey I wanna know what love
(I want you to show me), I wanna know, I wanna know, want know
(I wanna feel what love is), hey I wanna feel, love
I know you can show me, yeah

When you care so much for someone

And you don’t get his attention back,

When you think with love about this someone

And wish him true happiness,

When this person means the world to you,

And he doesn’t even know it,

When you feel you’re burning out in your own passion

And you just should not express it,

Because this might scare him off,

When this person treats you good,

But is keeping distance,

When you are feeling guilty after trying to approach him,

When you feel so lucky when he simply smiles at you,

When you sketch his name with stylish script,

In your notebook…beneath all the piles of work stuff,

When you dream about him late at night,

And wish he was there, by your side,

When you stay away, simply coz you wanted to protect him…

Do you think he cares back?

Do you think he is aware…?

02.12.2009

Есенният листопад затрупва заспалите улици,

Връхлита ни със силата на ураган..

Листата безмълвно се реят из въздуха,

И разбивайки се върху стъклата на колите,

Угасват в завършващ танц.

Меките цветове на есента, декорират самотните пейки в парка,

Милват лицата на вечно забързаните минувачи,

И сякаш искат да ни подскажат за задаващата се стихия.

Идва зима, а след нея пустота, смиреност, киша.

Сякаш зимата сковава затоплените ни души…

Утре, градът ще заблести в Коледна премяна,

Ще носи със себе си споменът за празнични семейни дни,

Край запалена камина – камбанен звън,

Искрица пламък, нежност, красота…

И едничката надежда за предстоящо, разцъфващо начало…

Нов живот…мечта….магия….

Шампанско ще се лее, всички ще ликуват,

Българският химн – тържествено ще прозвучи,

Хорá ще се извият, чашите- кристално ще ехтят…

Полунощ часовникът ще отбележи…

В очакване на неизвестното начало…

И тогава, далеч от пчелния рояк,

Отварям аз очи…

А навън е тихо…

Лятото тепърва предстои….

01.12.2009 г

November midnight…

The wind gently sways the curtains in my bedroom…

Fire-brigade sirens echo in the distance,

The neighbor’s old TV – left screaming again,

Abandoned cat is whining in the dark…

Smooth jazz music is playing in the background,

Helping me to fall asleep…

But it’s hard to do so,

When there is only me …

The smell of your skin on the empty patterned sheets,

Along with the night’s whisper

Make my eyelids weigh down

As if the whole world will fall asleep when I do…

And the only way out of this trap is bursting into tears…

I hear your voice again, calling me, but in my dream,

You lie next to me, snuggled in my pillow…

“Mommy, please don’t let me go”

I hear you groan…

I do my best to keep my eyes shut,

And keep you with me for eternity…

Don’t want to wake up,

Because loosing sight of you will bring me back to reality,

Where there is only me….without my baby….

22.11.2009

I was bruised and battered
And I couldn’t tell what I felt
I was unrecognizable to myself
Saw my reflection in a window
I didn’t know my own face

Oh brother are you gonna leave me wasting away
On the streets of Philadelphia

I walked the avenue till my legs felt like stone
I heard the voices of friends vanished and gone
At night I could hear the blood in my veins
Just as black and whispering as the rain
On the streets of Philadelphia

Ain’t no angel gonna greet me
It’s just you and I my friend
And my clothes don’t fit me no more
I walked a thousand miles just to slip this skin

The night has fallen, I’m lyin’ awake
I can feel myself fading away
So receive me brother with your faithless kiss
Or will we leave each other alone like this
On the streets of Philadelphia

Put on my blue suede shoes
And I, boarded the plane
Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues
In the middle of the pouring rain
W. C. Handy – won ‘t you look down over me
Yeah, I got a first class ticket
But I’m as blue as a girl can be

Then I’m walking in Memphis

Chorus:
I was walking with my feet ten feet off of Beale
Walking in Memphis
But do I really feel the way I feel

Saw the ghost of Elvis
On Union Avenue
Followed him up to the gates of Graceland
Then I watched him walk right through
Now security they did not see him
They just hovered ’round his tomb
But there’s a pretty little thing
Waiting for the King
Down in the Jungle Room

When I was walking in Memphis

Chorus

Chorus 2:
Walking in Memphis
I was walking with my feet ten feet off of Beale
Walking in Memphis
But do I really feel the way I feel

They got catfish on the table
They got gospel in the air
Reverend Green be glad to see you
When you haven’t got a prayer
But boy you’ve got a prayer in Memphis

Now Gabriel plays piano
Every Friday at the Hollywood
And they brought me down to see him
They asked me if I would
Do a little number
And I sang with all my might
he said: “Tell me are you a Christian, child?”
And I said: “Man I am tonight”

Chorus 2 (Repeat)

Put on my blue suede shoes