Still loving you – Scorpions September 27, 2008

Time, it needs time
To win back your love again.
I will be there, I will be there.

Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday.
I will be there, I will be there.

Fight, babe, I’ll fight
To win back your love again.
I will be there, I will be there.

Love, only love
Can break down the walls someday.
I will be there, I will be there.

If we’d go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love.

Your pride has build a wall, so strong
That I can’t get through.
Is there really no chance
To start once again?
I’m loving you.

Try, baby try
To trust in my love again.
I will be there, I will be there.

Love, your love
Just shouldn’t be thrown away.
I will be there, I will be there.

If we’d go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love.

Your pride has build a wall, so strong
That I can’t get through.
Is there really no chance
To start once again?

If we’d go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love.

Yes I’ve hurt your pride, and I know
What you’ve been through.
You should give me a chance
This can’t be the end.

I’m still loving you.
I’m still loving you,
I need your love.
I’m still loving you.
Still loving you, baby…

 

The Big Day September 21, 2008

 

 

So many times I’ve been wishing to turn back time

For I’ve made mistakes in the past,

I’ve hurt you so bad

 

The years that passed by, kept us apart

And with every single day, I realized I can’t get you back

 

Time was healing the wounds

Only good memories and positive feelings remained..

 

You’ve chosen your path, long ago

Long ago, you decided to move on..

 

Today is your wedding day,

Or as many people call it the Big Day,

The day that everyone yearns to

Today you will pledge your love to someone else

Today you will hold another woman’s hands

Today you will say the desired “Yes”

Today, I wish she was me….

21.09.2008

Just some chaotic thoughts at midnight… September 4, 2008

 

 

Another suitcase packed,

Another journey ahead…

I’m leaving town tomorrow,

Going to my cousin’s wedding…

 

We’ve grown up together, like sisters…

Not even like sisters, but like twin sisters….same age, same childhood, same education….

And now she’s getting married…

It looks like she has found the RIGHT ONE, who loves her so much…I’m so happy for them…

 

 

Every time I think about them, I ask myself “Will I ever meet someone so special, who will be my soul mate, my friend, someone I could trust and cherish?

Someone who will protect me, and love me in such a pure and innocent way and I will love him back?

Where is my RIGHT ONE?  

Where is my partner with whom I want to grow old…just like in fairy tales…?

Am I gonna have happy marriage someday?

Am I going to raise a good family?

Are my kids going to be in good health?

 

 

Sometimes, some crazy thoughts attack my mind, like ….”My RIGHT ONE has died, or is already married, or something terrible has happened to him, and that’s why it takes him so long to find me, or me him…”

It hurts so much….I need him now…I’m young NOW. I don’t wanna meet him, when I’m 50 years old…I wanna live NOW…

 

Thinking about the journey again….

I know it’s gonna be a long one, and even if it was the shortest, it would seem like it’s endless…because I’m going to close another page of my life on Saturday…

….another story, happy story, but at the same time making me sad…maybe someone would define it as selfishness…

 

Years are rolling so fast…I remember when we were kids…when we were going to kinder garden together, and then in the elementary school…We had so many special moments together… We had our special song “Never tear us apart” by INXS…

 

After the elementary school, each one of us took her own road…Life changed us a lot, we were studying and working at the same time…and had our own friends, and companies…Then some stupid family problem tore us apart for several years…

I know life is a series of ups and downs, but what is important is to be able to forgive and not repress the love that you have for others…not to keep it for tomorrow, or next year…

 

I’m happy our relationship is strong again…and in my heart she will always stay…

 

In fact the ramblings so far, actually aim to express my wish for the future young couple….

 

Dearest Rali and Hristo,

May the sweet and precious moment, when you pledge eternal love, be just the very beginning of the life you have dreamed of!

 

Loving you!

Una palabra de Carlos Varela September 3, 2008

 

Una palabra no dice nada
y al mismo tiempo lo esconde todo
igual que el viento que esconde el agua
como las flores que esconde el lodo.

Una mirada no dice nada
y al mismo tiempo lo dice todo
como la lluvia sobre tu cara
o el viejo mapa de algún tesoro.

Una verdad no dice nada
y al mismo tiempo lo esconde todo
como una hoguera que no se apaga
como una piedra que nace polvo.

Si un día me faltas no seré nada
y al mismo tiempo lo seré todo
porque en tus ojos están mis alas
y está la orilla donde me ahogo,
porque en tus ojos están mis alas
y está la orilla donde me ahogo.

 

English translation:

A word does not say anything
And at the same time it hides everything
Just as the wind that hides the water
Like the flowers that mud hides.

A glance does not say anything
And at the same time it says everything
Like the rain on your face
Or an old treasure map

A truth does not say anything
And at the same time it hides everything
Like a bonfire that does not go out
Like a stone that is born dust.If one day you need me, I will be nothing
And at the same time I will be everything
Because in your eyes are my wings
And the shore where I drown,
Because in your eyes are my wings
And the shore where I drown

 

 

(Английският вариант не е много сполучлив, но пак става ясно за какво се пее в песента)

Juan Gabriel – Asi Fue September 2, 2008

 

 

 

Perdona si te hago llorar
perdona si te hago sufrir
pero es que no esta en mis manos
pero es que no esta en mis manos
me he enamorado

, me he enamorado
me enamore

Perdona si te causo dolor
perdona si te digo adios
como decirle que te amo
como decirle que te amo
si me ha preguntado
Yo le dije que no
Yo le dije que no

Soy honesto con ella y contigo
a ella la quiero y a ti te he olvidado
si tu quieres seremos amigos
yo te ayudo a olvidar el pasado
no te aferres, ya no te aferres
a un imposible, ya no te hagas
ni me hagas mas daño
Ya noooo

Tu bien sabes que no fue mi culpa
tu te fuiste y sin decirme nada
y apesar que llore como nunca
ya no seguias de mi enamorada

luego te fuiste y que regresabas
no me dijiste y sin mas nada
¿por que? no se
pero fue asi

Asi fue.

Te brinde la mejor de las suertes
yo me propuse no hablarte, no verte
y hoy que has vuelto
ya de eso no hay nada
ya no debo, no puedo quererte
ya no te amo!, me he enamorado

de un ser divino, de un buen amor
que me enseño, a olvidar
y a perdonar.

Soy honesto con ella y contigo
a ella la quiero, a ti te he olvidado
pero si tu quieres seremos amigos
yo te ayudo a olvidar el pasado
no te aferres, ya no te aferres
a un imposible, ya no te hagas
ni me hagas mas daño,
Ya nooo!!! no no no no no no nonoooooo

Na na na na na na ehhhh

 

 

 

Missing you September 1, 2008

 

 

I miss your presence right next to me

I miss the way you make me smile

 

I miss the echo of your laughter

I miss the way you make everything seem worthwhile

 

I miss the way you speak with me

I miss the way you care

 

I miss the way you watch me from behind

 

I miss the way your name appears on my cell phone 

 

I miss the shiver of your skin, when I’m close to you

 

I miss that all

 

I miss you so….